Enough is enough! I have been a procrastinator my whole damn life, and frankly I am sick of myself. There I said it! Every day is the same, I will do it tomorrow or I will get there eventually. As if I am waiting for a fairy godmother to waive her magic wand and make me into what I want to be! Well I guess a light finally turned on that I have to be my own fairy godmother!!! 

Everything has always been pushed off. I can’t even tell you quite why. Except maybe it is because I am afraid of rejection. Maybe if I go for it and fail then I have nothing left to dream of. However if I continue on this way my dreams will slip away. I little piece of me dies every day with the same routine, the same broken promises to myself. Why do I torture myself this way? Am I a glutton for punishment? 

I am no longer putting my life on hold; I have done this for nine years. I put off school, finances, training, and myself. I have to get my “stuff” together starting right now. Today is my prep day. I am writing this and will update my results weekly. Why you may ask? Well because I want to be held accountable for my actions. I am doing this for me, but we are always more driven if someone is watching or reading. J 

Goals for week 1:

 

Start eating healthier

Get organized-

Start schedule and budget

Get writing going

Stop swearing (I could make a mechanic blush-not very classy!)

 

This is just the beginning. I have many goals but I have to start somewhere. “Crawl before you walk, walk before you run, or you will be sore as hell.”